Exhaustion

Saturday February 28th, 2009.

Thank you so much everyone for your support. We read jacob all the messages letting him know how proud everyone is of him. 

Last night was once again a horrible night but i sucked it up and did what i had to do and held Jacob's in my arms as he threw up ALL night. maybe every 10 minutes or so. He was exhausted and so tired and he just wanted to sleep but his sick little body just wouldn't let him. drug after drug after drug was given to him all night and no affect. His blood pressure is through the roof and no relief in sight. At 2am, the nurses came in our room and flipped the room completely around and made a bed for me literally beside Jacob so i wouldn't have to get up every 5 minutes because that's how often he was sick. i am telling you this because its important for all to know how wonderful these nurses are that are by our side day after day. Thank you Chantal and Mel for being there last night. Its comforting for me to know that someone is holding my hand while I hold Jacob's. 

i am happy to report that he is feeling a little bit better. He has not thrown up since noon today. He is feeling very nauseous but at least he was able to settle a bit and get out of bed today. We hope this is a turn around. 

Daddy is with our little man tonight, i hope they have a goodnight. they have to or I just don't know what we are going to do.